Feb. 7 the 2001

12 noon

its a sad day for me to tell you that me and my lovely wife have decided to take a break from our relationship for awhile. .

i still consider her my best friend in the whole world and love and adore her and our children to death,but sometimes people need to take time away to grow. my dream is for us to have a happy healthy future and to watch our amazing children grow.

this isn't the type of thing that is easy to go threw in public so,we'll try to keep it too ourselves.

thanks for your love and support....

nikki & donna


Feb 19 2001

I spent the day with donna and all the kids. frankie is so damn cute....you know that feeling, like you just wanna squeeze them alittle too hard?? and donna,she looks amazing...we miss eachother..but we know its not our time right now... i was in vegas to unviel the**outlaw girl** cloths line.i think we finally got it right... there will be access to it all on the web in a few days... this is a fucking crazy week....... looking forward to sat and sun....((((sleep))) tues is label day and foo fighters weds is outlaw business and grammy day thurs is label day and the donnas fri me and james have to finish the santana single fri and monday were off for the kids so we had massive amounts of time together... gotta love the mixture..

>>>love and rock n roll nikki

2 23 01 sat night 928 pm los Angeles

something's make you small something's makes you crawl,again sometimes you have to break(down) before you can meand,again...

______________ awe pain...my old friend visits me again today. hes((or she)) is never far from sight.. and never far from mind.... i guess its his way.he needs to be cruel to be kind... to keep me human is to keep me on my knees. to keep me humble is to make me stumble... today it rains inside my head.... yes i stumble... but not from glee but from sorrow.. its only natural.. and good... how much would you pay to feel your truth..or would you run away?? let me leave you with this. let me squish the squash.. the band isn't breaking up,no one has quit, but thanks for playing..

**rumors in motleyland part 20**

next time try the hobby store around the corner..