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Nikki's diary entries from Fall 2001
Topic: post from aol X-MAS EVE
posted December 26, 2001 08:58 AM
WE WOULD LIKE TO WISH ALL OF YOU FANS OF MUSIC AND LIFE A VERY MERRY XMAS AND HOPE YOUR HOLIDAYS ARE FULL OF LOVE AND EXCITEMENT.
I'VE HAD MANY GIFTS IN THIS LIFE, MANY I OWE DIRECTLY TO YOU GUYS FOR FOLLOWING ME IN ON MY PATH OF MUSIC. EVERY DOLLAR IVE EVER MADE OR SPENT CAME DIRECTLY IN ONE FORM OR ANOTHER FROM MUSIC. I HAVE GIVEN YOU THE GIFT OF MOTLEY CRUE AND ROCK N ROLL IN MY INTERPRETATION,YOUVE GIVEN ME THE FREEDOM TO CONTINUE ON AND HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE.YOUVE TOUCH MY FAMILY IN YOUR SUPPORT AND I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR THAT...
NEXT YEAR I HOPE TO GIVE YOU SOME GREAT MUSIC. THANK YOU ALLOWING ME THAT GIFT...
ALL OUR LOVE..
NIKKI,DONNA,GUNNER,RHYAN,STORM,DECKER AND FRANKIE-JEAN
Topic: God bless the weak
posted December 24, 2001 11:29 PM
**I found these lyrics in an old guitar case.. they must be 10 years old**
Yuppies dressed up as satanic clowns
commit another suicide just to please the crowds.
And this anti-freeze is how we shoot the breeze.....
with this bottle and keys we'll drive off in our desease...
Handsome dreams dressed up as a scheme
and the reason for a gun is to prey on the meek...
Last years hagered housewife scored a sedative as a lover, sits on her kitchen floor and eats from the same gun as her mother.
Its where were goin.....
Its where weve been...
Its who we love that....
Makes us beg for ZEN.
God bless the weak?
posted December 07, 2001 09:49 AM
Topic: A PERFECT DAY
A perfect day
Woke up at 6:30 am,went to starbucks.
7 am went around corner to a morning a.a. meeting.
8 am Meet Donna and took the kiddies to school.
9 am Came home, did alittle business and an interview.
11 am Went to studio and wrote song*pretty good day to be alive*.
3 p.m. got a massage.
6:00 p.m. left for "fashion for freedom" event with Donna.
8pm-12pm hung out with Donna while she did press and walked the runway in cool threads and over a million dollars in jewels.
Watched a very drunk rod Stewart "when asked by the press", would you take a picture with Nikki Sixx say.
Ok, where is she? Haha..Then he stumbled off into a bush..Wow…
1 am, sitting in burger king parking lot with wife, both dressed to the nines ((still wearing the jewelry )) and ate cheeseburgers and smoked cigarettes
2 am feel into a deep sleep….
a perfect day ,wouldnt you say?
NIKKI
Topic: CIGARETTES AND VIBRATORS
posted November 16, 2001 11:59 PM
SITTING HERE AT 11 26 PM ON FRIDAY NIGHT NOV 16 2001.THE BILLOWING SMOKE AROUND ME IS MAKING MY HALO SLIGHLY DINGY LOOKING.LIKE I GIVE FUCK AFTER ALL THE DRUGS IVE DONE OVER THE LAST 25 YEARS
..IM WORKING ON A SONG CALLED VIBRATOR...DONNA HEARD ME MUMBLING SOME LYRICS TO IT AND JUST SAY**WHAT??** AND STARTED LAUGHING,WE DO THAT ALOT AROUND HERE.
I THINK ILL CRUISE THE NET FOR ROCK DRUM LOOPS((A FUCKING RARE FIND)) AND LAY A COUPLE OF GUITR TRACK DOWN BEFORE I CALL IT A NIGHT..
IVE RECIEVED A FEW E MAILS ABOUT THE CRUE MOVIE.YOU SHOULD KNOW,ITS NOT A TV MOVIE.ITS A MAJOR PRODUCTION FOR THE BIG SCREEN..HOW IT WILL NOT HAVE AN X RATING ILL NEVER KNOW....BUT IVE SEEN ENOUGH R MOVIES TO KNOW THAY CAN SNEAK SOME REAL LIFE GRIME IN THERE AND NOT LOSE THE BALLS...THATS THE ONE THING WE INSIST ON..THIS MOVIE HAS TO HAVE BALLS..BIG FUCKING NASTY HAIRY HANGING LOW HEAVY METAL BALLS....
SIXX
Topic: NOV 12 2001
HEY GUYS (AND GIRLS)
WHATS NEW IN YOUR WORLDS? I DON’T KNOW ABOUT YOU, BUT THE CHANGE OF SEASON IS MY FAVORITE TIME OF YEAR.LIFE SEEMS TO HAVE A SILVER LINING I HAVENT SEEN IN YEARS TODAY.IM LOOKING AT A PICTURE OF ALL THE KIDS (5) IN A PUMPKIN PATCH THAT DONNA TOOK AS I WRITE THIS.IT WARMS MY HEART TO SEE THIER SMILES AND TO KNOW MY WIFE AND FAMILY ARE TOGETHER.
WHERE WE LIVE THERE IS FOG LAYING LOW OVER THE SANTA MONICA MOUNTAINS THIS MORNING. IT’S KEEPING IT COOLER THAN IT SHOULD BE AND THAT JUST FINE BY US.WE LIVE IN A 200 ACRE BASIN THAT WE CALL THE ** THE MAGIC VALLEY**
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THIS IS WHERE WE CAN BE NORMAL AND UNDISTURBED.THIS IS WHERE WE LAUGH AND MAKE FUN OF HOW LIFE IS ON THE OUTSIDE.THIS IS WHERE DONNA COOKS HERE FABULOUS MEALS AND WE SIT AROUND THE TABLE AND TELL GORY STORYS OF THE DAY.WE LAUGH A LOT AROUND HERE.THIS IS A FUNNY HOUSE…IF YOU WERE A FLY ON THE WALL, YOU’D THINK THIS WAS A SITCOM.
DONNA IS OPENING A HUGE HEALTH SPA AND SHES HARD AT WORK ON THE DESIGN AND DEVELOPMENT OF IT.SHES THE SHINING EXAMPLE OF HEALTH AND SURVIVAL IN THIS BIG BAD WORLD.I CANT WAIT FOR THE OPENING.THIS PLACE IS GONNA BE LIKE NOTHING YOU’VE EVER SEEN BEFORE…THE GUYS AT JVC FELL IN LOVE WITH HER, AND SHES NOW GONNA REP A COOL LADIES LINE OF AUDIO EQUIPMENT THAT WILL BE ALSO BE BUILT INTO HER SPA…THE SPA WILL BE CALLED>>DK RENU<<.
CAN I TAKE MORE MOMENT AND TELL YOU ABOUT MY LOVE FOR MY BETTER HALF?SHES THE SWEETEST LADY IVE EVER MEET….,THE GREATEST MOM,THE MOST LOVING WIFE AND SMART AS HELL TO BOOT,SORRY GUYS..I GOT HER….
AND YOU CAN’T HAVE HER….
IM DEEPER IN LOVE WITH HER THAN I EVER WAS IN OUR 5 YEARS TOGETHER.THERE IS TRUTH IN THE WORDS (YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE TIL ITS GONE). WHEN HAPPINESS IS STARING YOU RIGHT IN THE FACE, HOW COULD ONE NOT SEE IT? I GUESS GOD HAS A WAY OF TEACHING US THRU OUR OWN MISTAKES.I WISH THERE WAS A SHORT CUT. WHY IS IT THE PEOPLE WE HURT THE MOST SEEM TO BE THE ONES WE LOVE THE DEEPEST?
BUT,TODAY WE LIVE IN THE NOW…NOT THE WHO WE WERE OR WHO WE THINK WE ARE, OR WHO WERE GONNA BE.ITS WHOS SITTING IN OUR SKIN, IN OUR GUTS, IN OUR TRUTH.
I SAY, OWN YOUR DISORDER AND OWN YOUR ACTIONS.
OK,HERES SOME NEWS THAT DOESN’T REALLY MATTER,
BUT WHAT THE FUCK .
ME AND DONNA HAVE CHOSEN TO NOT BE INVOLVED IN OUTLAW CLOTHING ANYMORE.WE WISH THE COMPANY ALL THE BEST, BUT WE FEEL ITS TIME FOR US TO MOVE ON.
IVE DECIDED TO PUT AMERICOMA ON THE BACK BURNER TIL I CAN ONLY DO A RECORD LABAL.I FEEL THERE IS STILL TOO MUCH MOTLEY IN MY LIFE TO GIVE AMERICOMA THE HONEST 100% ATTENTION LIKE IT NEEDS…MORE TO COME ON THAT SUBJECT CAUSE IM NOT A QUITTER....
THE BOOK IS DOING SO WELL, THAT WERE NOW HAVING MEETINGS WITH MAJOR MOVIE COMPANIES AND DIRECTORS ABOUT MAKING THE BOOK INTO A MOVIE.PRETTY WILD GOING TO THESE HUGE MEETINGS WITH THE COMPANIES AND FINDING OUT THEYRE ALL CRUEHEADAS.
WERE ALSOS DOING PAPERBACK DEALS WITH FOREIGN COUNTRIES…AMAZING HOW MUCH IS GOING ON WITH THE BAND, I REALLY THOUGHT WE COULD DISAPEAR FOR A FEW YEARS… AT LEAST WERE NOT TOURING OR RECORDING…IVE BEEN WRITING A LOT OF KILLER UP TEMPO HEAVY METAL AND ROCK N ROLL.WRITING WITH JAMES MICHAEL A LOT TOO.I REALLY CLICK WITH HIM, HE ASKED ME TO WRITE A FEW TUNES ON HIS NEXT ALBUM.THT WILL BE FUN.
THE HOME IS SOMEWHAT QUIET TODAY, DONNA S SLEEPING NEXT TO FRANKIE AND ALL THE KIDS ARE IMMERSED IN CARTOONS AND VIDEO GAMES ( THERE NOT ALLOWED TO WATCH TV OR PLAY VIDEO GAMES SUNDAY NIGHT THRU FRI AFTERNOONS))
I HAVENT MADE MUCH CONTACT WITH YOU ALL LATELY, SO YOU HAD A LONG ONE COMING.BE GOOD, BUT NOT TOO GOOD…
ENJOY THE JOURNEY MY FRIENDS…
SIXX
Posted on: October 29, 2001 11:18 PM
EVERY SCAR TELLS A STORY
OPENNG LINE OF A NEW SONG....
>>STRIP BACK DOWN TO THE SKELETON THAT YOU REALLY ARE...<<
NEED I SAY MORE?
SIXX
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